Thursday, July 1, 2021

Is it still a lie if it's true

We are both the same, unwell.

I'm sad I've never seen Wye Oak live. I wanted too, but well you know what they say about wishing. As time goes by...so does everything else.

I'm shocked at the hate and vitriol in the world. I don't want to hate. I just want to be kind. It's so hard to be a part of that society.  Yet, here we are.

I found out recently that Jennifer Grauer and Brandy Bouch both died. Jennifer from a car accident and the most I could tell with Brandy is her Kidneys and Liver failed. Unknown to me why. 

Tori is battling cancer. Robin Duncan died in her sleep. Kevin in a house fire and Paul..still don't know what killed Paul. 

Other's too...some I don't know about. 

As I get older and nearer to death I reflect simply on my family. Alexandra, Ella, Nolan and Bubba. This is what matters. As I struggle on...for what feels like no reason. 

Suicidal thoughts and melancholy. What am I missing? What makes me feel this way?

I'll see someday...

The Wye Oak albums Civilian and The Knot are so amazing. I don't think they'll be matched.


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