Even in his youth he was nothing..

"Kept his body clean going nowhere

Daddy was ashamed he was nothing
Disgraced the family name he was nothing
The thief is born before you're through
I've got nothing left to prove
If I die before I wake
Hope I dont come back again.."

So much for thinking that you didn't care
life is so much easier when you don't...
people don't let you down...because you never believed in them anyway..

you think someone loves you...you think...
but you shouldn't think.  You should just let that heart keep beating..and beating and beating..
and before long it's over...or it's just beginning..
either way...it's not where you are..

i wanted mine to stop last night...ti's still going..
I want to take care of my kids...maybe they're better off without me..
maybe this planet doesn't need me maybe
no...this planet is so much better off without me..